So over it

You try and try and try to make others happy. You try to support these people in all of their trials. Nothing you do seems to work because they are under the impression that since they have been this way for years there is no changing. I am not asking anyone to change just to let me in a little.

I don't know what else to do. I feel like things are dying down and I have no control over it. I feel like I should be hurt over it. I feel like I should be crying but really I am so over it. I keep putting myself out there and it does not seem that there is anyone who deserves me.

I know I am a catch. I am sweet, sincere, gorgeous, confident, hard-working, loyal, and I could keep going. So from now on I am not going to worry about the insignificant. I am going to continue to be the best that I know how to be and encourage others to do the same. Never cut yourself short.

Can't Help

It hurts to know that you can not help the ones you love. You do everything to let them know that you are there for them. You let them know that you would carry the load if they would allow you to. The problem is they don't want to burden you. They feel like the problem is for them to handle on their own.

I am the type of person who is there to support my family, friends, and mate no matter the circumstances. I just ask for the chance to be given to me. I hurt just as much as my loved one hurts. I will continue to pray for all in my life who need it and ask that all my friends send up a united prayer.